EverythingIWanted是美国女歌手BillieEilish演唱的歌曲。初听Billie时,觉得她像一个笑容带点狡黠与不屑的怪奇女巫。她那冷漠、另类,甚至暗黑的风格本与主流相背离,却意外地拥有了怪异的美感,像一条神秘的夜路,危险,却让人欲罢不能地想要前往。
但在这首歌曲里,波浪般起伏的电子音效编织出一场寂寞的梦,带着悲伤的力量,将我卷入了大海般郁蓝的情绪里,让我共情她的难过。
我觉得自己就像深海里长着古怪斑纹的鱼,咸涩的海水充满了眼眶使眼泪找不到出口,只能任由庞大的空虚感像猛兽一样将我扯碎。Billie脆弱、无助、迷茫的声音如同一束在风中颤动的烛焰,忽明忽暗,似乎随时都会熄灭。她湮没于不为人知的深渊中,连同歌声里那些难以揣测的情绪,逐渐消逝于暗里。
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
Not what you'd think
And if I'm bein' honest it might've been a nightmare
To anyone who might care
Thought I could fly
Fly
So I stepped off the Golden mm
Nobody cried
Nobody even noticed
I saw them standing right there
Kinda thought they might care
I had a dream I got everything I wanted
But when I wake up I see you with me
And you say "As long as I'm here no one can hurt you"
Don't wanna lie here but you can learn to
If I could change the way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear "They don't deserve you"
I tried to scream but my head was underwater
They called me weak like I'm not just somebody's daughter
Coulda been a nightmare but it felt like they were right there
And it feels like yesterday was a year ago
But I don't wanna let anybody know
'Cause everybody wants something from me now
And I don't wanna let them down
I had a dream I got everything I wanted
But when I wake up I see you with me
And you say "As long as I'm here no one can hurt you"
Don't wanna lie here but you can learn to
If I could change the way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear "They don't deserve you"
If I knew it all then would I do it again
Would I do it again
If they knew what they said would go straight to my head
What would they say instead
If I knew it all then would I do it again
Would I do it again
If they knew what they said would go straight to my head
What would they say instead
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